Wednesday, July 7, 2010

survey...

I stole this from somewhere :)

Right now I'm feeling....unproductive and apprehensive lol. Unproductive because I'm laying in bed not doing a damn thing. #fail

When I'm alone I feel....hmm it depends. Sometimes unproductive, sometimes peaceful, sometimes content, etc. It depends on what's on my mind atm

When I'm surrounded by people I feel.....again, it depends. If I'm surrounded by people I don't know, usually I feel uncomfortable. When it's with people I know and am friends with, sometimes I feel happy and chill, other times I just feel irritated, cuz I'd like to be by myself. And sometimes I have the rare moments of feeling lonely even when in the midst of a lot of people.

One thing I hate is....judgemental motherfuckers. Can't stand those. I also can't stand ppl who can't spell, people who say 'i know you', when people say 'u're just like anyone else', liars...to name a few lol.

One thing I really like about myself is .....my stomach lol. Other than physically, I like how empathetic I am.

When I'm feeling sad I......think about something else. i don't like weakness, or anything that correlates with weakness, and if I feel sad, it might lead to crying, and I just can't have that can I?


When I daydream it's usually about.......men. Lol. The perfect man, and love, and relationships. I plan it all out in my mind too, from the way and where we meet, to the first kiss, to changing my status on fbk. #dontjudgeme

I'm afraid of.....failure and being alone forever (i.e. w/o a husband). Deathly afraid.

I'm happiest when......I am having fun, with people I love/care about.

One thing that really worries me is ....something that shall not be spoken on here.

If I could change one thing about myself it would be.....Ah only one thing? It would be my laziness. I find it hard sometimes to just get out and DO.

If I could be with anyone right now I would be with.....my best friend who just died.

The family member I am closest to is........my mother and sister

If I was really honest with my father I would tell him....would never happen.

One thing I regret about my life is ......some things in my past.

If I only had one more day to live I would.....have sex lmao. Can't die w/o experiencing that.

If I was really honest with my mother i would tell her.....you are the strongest woman I know.

One thing about me that nobody knows is......me. I believe no one truly knows me other than me. (and even that is debatable lol)

I hope that someday in the future.....I achieve (at least) some of my dreams.

When I think about my family I feel.....conflicted.

Something I'm really embarrassed about is.....some things in my past lol.

One thing about me I never want to change is.....me

One thing I feel really proud of is.....me

Blogsville has helped me to.....natha, just started blogging.

One thing I like about blogsville is......the plenty of stories. Thank you all for sharing.